My heart going wrong

Easter sunday~should be rejoiceful.. yet im not.. I was broken to the ground after the church.. Im all Alone at home.. wishing somebody could be with me.. BUt i was not accompanied. Even in maple.. Somebody brought up back some sad memories back to me.. i cant take it.. Mean while.. i was keep missing Angel..but she was like so busy and dono wat she busying wit wat.. wish i could know.. i cant stop thinking of tat.. My heart just so crowded with her.. MY mind cant be closed down .. I cant rest my self.. The feeelin gtat i don wan has strike me again~ i really wish tat dracular will take back his own path old way.. To put full love in angel... But dracular was so scared.. hmm i think was because heart broke down too much making dracular heartless..

Maple~

Hope myself get addicted to maple again.No pain,no sad,no hate with a day go on lifelessly. But it better than ppl hurting me ,tat feling is really pain like a knife penetrate through it. But now in maple i getting some pain oso.Spm,Guitar,problems,scout,prefect i just cant take it... why i cant just like jessbunny lifelessly pass her day with a cheerful smile. Why no body wanna believe me,when i treat ppl nice,but end up i get a position at the back of their heart or nvr even rmb im present b4 in theri road..