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Alright let see how to give it a start for my proper farewell toward this young and friendly lady. I did not went to gave her a farewell hug nor a speech of care. She did not wanted to be escorted as it is going bring her tears down her cheek. She wanted to be a cheerful and always with a smiley face girl in everyone's heart.

I remember the first time i know her is during a campfire. She is with her friend and I approached her to get her personal detail for 1 of my scout badge. I remember meeting her back in Planet Shaker conference in KEC without even telling each other.Yeap, her smile is still the same as like the first time I met her. We continued to keep in contact via SMS at first then MSN and lately FACEBOOK. It had been 4 years plus few month already. I wanted to tell you how much I appreciate every comfort you gave me throughout these years. Not saying only adorable but also one humorous girl.

Though being FFK'ed by you so many times but is alright ^^ But still you going to stay like a special girl to me. And now your flying off to place that is stupid far away, but you will always be in my prayer list.
May the FORCE be with you Avril Ong RuXuan.

I'm gonna miss you and the DOTA time we had.

A story made after 17 years

Ok... today I going to post this in a different way . Because the event happened in a very special and memorable way.
So, according to MAHAI. In an unknown land not so far away, born an "ugly duckling" that what the villagers called her. But, as time passed by she is friendly enough to bond with unrated person like us. And here goes made a great BBQ party today.

Now, everyone had to call her LENG. Not because she very pretty just because they are force to. And she is Michelle LENG. I assure you can't forget or even slipped her image out of your brain because when u come to know her. She is more friendly than her appearance.
More sporting than her act.
More caring than we felt.
And more cute if you don't know her.

Here is the BuTtdae girl and Me

Hmmm ... Guess wat?

They didn't send me any email regarding I had to involved in BBQing thing and keep up the fire

Ppl here for today, what they did.
I just had to control my mouth b4 i laugh my tooth out!!!

Such as this,
Possible quote no1.Ying: EEESH...
Possible quote no.2 Ying: EEESh~ The food is mine!
Possible quote no.3 Ying: EEEsh! I don't care i gonna b fat but these all are MINE!
Possiblity the last: She is just poser'ing in front of cam

What she doing? Crying? Awwww .. No need one .. I knew u are touched by us

Why am i posting this again?
Nvm, u tell me ^^

Urm. Possible act: I Want to do what the previos pic person doing.
Possible act no.2: You want this? Aww too bad you can't get it.
Possibility the last: Well since still early, cam whore la.

I know when guy do this, it seem so wrong.
But here the female version.
For your information, earlier there's a chair just " patah kaki"

See...... You just can't stop laughing if u keep stay in this house.
The power of Michelle's laughing Powder

Pictures by= Si Michy, Sang Elly, and ..........

Guardian Drackie

Guarding over Angel

Finally i found the best song For myself
And is for u Angel ^^

When Extreme Positive and Extreme Negative MEET

I been trying to be the most positive side i could be during these days and weeks.
Never want to try to sulk for a sec ..
I could said i really had trusted God to take care my mum,
To be with her to endure through the pain now.
I wanted to cheer her every moment from now and then.
I DO care of her, IM concern of her and my worries cant be doubt,
but still i know this is not on my hand to worry.

But, my mum on the other hand.
She been doing everything opposite to mine.
Im said in had no concern nor worry on her.
Whether she dead or not will not enter my head.
Gosh,
The word, her expression torn my heart.
It is far pain than broke up with my love one.

I got out of my house and cycle to the clock tower,
I cried, i shout. The hurt within is stil there.
What more i can do....
Im useless,
i wish im a nutritionist,
OR a doctor,
Better if a surgeon.
Of most is best i had a healing hand.

But.....

Anyway, thank to my angel's msg.
She had at least calmed the roaring sea in me

Let it Go

Girl Eighteen Changes (少女十八变)
Women Thirty Six Changes (女人三十六变)

Well today when I was walking back home alone, some one keep horn at me and the aunty beside keep waving at me. At first i thought is my mum's friend, colleague, church mate or may be my ranger's parent or something.. Then come to a thought who is the sot sot aunty wei~ Scary.
Then when i drive back, i passed by the car and i saw my Eldest aunt and the aunty! And she is my cousin SIS!! Wao, din knew she grown till the extent i can't recognize her by instant.. Hmm we had a lil chat when i stop over. I told them about my mum surgery's plan too.. Well she told my mum" As long as u gotto had a strong mentallity, and the science technology is too advance for you to die now"

When i get back home, I was too bored till i keep ask my mum to give a list of housework. And I did it!!! And i keep ask my mum to give me more work and~ My house is too clean and had to wait tomorrow >.< style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">teck Seong and Sook yee will be together. Hmmm really make envy wei.. Hmm Well i did keep ask Teck Seong what he thinking during the Show hahaha.

The show really was quite good for those philosophical ppl like me.
At least what they said was really applicable for life.
"Life might a square fate, you can curse all you want,
blame it on everything, but when come to the end road... you just have to let it go"
Quite true it is like holding up a glass of( vengence, sorrow pass, memories and whatever)
First was kinda fine to hold it, then feel lil sore,
when a time passed it feel tired. You might want something to support your hand.
But if you put down the glass wasn't it relax after it?

Well we shouldn't worry about things that we will sure go through. And this is really for me when the quote coem to me
" Everyone will come to the diple stage whether u grow liek normal or the other way"

Well, this really come to me when i see Teck Seong finally got himself stead. i should be as brave as him... Hmm~ what for i worry? I already missed valentine to book Her. well i should just prepare a plan for this white Valentine.. Whether she is taken, or whatever she loved other i will confess to her. I wont worry what ever the result would be.

Angel within

It been days i had not update blog hehehe.
Well not onli Im busy with my BIO test but oso preparing for the drama.
And faithfully Angel was there tho not really but indirectly had supported Drackie through.
Even called Angel and didnt answered anyway but i knew angel is there^^

I got questions bout Angel,
Why angel?
Well cause she liked one of them

How many angel?
Well is she is not twin. Then it is one and only of course.

Had i distracted to other?
Doink, see other sure got la... But distract nope, i quite good in focusing.

How long had i hold on her?
Well i can say is when i knew her few days till now. Year +++

Why her?
Urm, she treated me nice and well, still she did mean to me ignore me but still i place hope within

Why still holding her?
Urm urm~ very good question at last. But this is easy one. Cuz i found no one better than her.

If both of you together, how long will it last?
Well, future lies on the hand of us. Life never cease to surprise. So what i could do is maintain and repair.

Angel~

From time to time Drackie was here remembering you,
Anytime with selfless heart Drackie bless over you,
Like the song sang" I can't smile without you"
Though your heart might filled by some other else but Drackie still will follow you.
Drackie changed to be better and yes everything is just for you.
If you would, Drackie will as long as he live Drackie will never stop supporting you,
As Drackie is always there for you.

If u are open im ready to Confess

Drackie's whispering of prayer:

I felt being some while im ignored.
If even the heart of Angel was sealed with other,
exam and stuff might caught Angel within,
I don't certain even a percent of Angel,
But surely as I can said I want to know want to share.
I wished she well with her health,
I prayed she better in her success,
And i want to confess within Angel and Drackie,
IF you are open to accept.

Love but dont dare*Weird*

Drackie Wan to tell Angel
But Dont Dare
Drackie wan to Confess love to Angel
But No bravery
Drackie Wan to BE with Angel
But no Hope
Drackie Just wan Angel to be happy~
Drackie think she always happy~

Sigh~.~
There is only 1 Angel Drackie will hold on to,

Shut up and Smile (TvT)

Legendary? Mystery? No~Magic

Again today i had my rehearsal of my coin and IT disappearing and floating for my fren.
Then they ask me a question~ I din take it much
Then to badminton as usual~ today Monday ~
I was super on form they ask again the same question~ Guess wat ? I more on form.
We went to mamak chit chat alot and talk bout LCW..
I
F you dont know whose that, He is our chinese only representative that Our nation look up to
Our hero, Lee Chong Wei. He not was but is our fren. And we quite understand why he had that kind of Gap.
Well, Those that nvr go for real competition I'll tell you is because of pressure and is lost of direction
Those that been to competition, You shud know when match ongoing, is all bout mental stress handling. And You the there are more than 300 Malaysian went over to over power the cheering..
Players shud know wat am i stressing on, then psycho of fear, disappointing th crowd. IF you notice. First half match Lin Dan Supporters already quiet down and All till the end was the Name of LCw was shouted. Anyway, we still will stand by you !!!!

When I came back i saw my blog~ Same question appear again~

Here some tips to the question~
Drackie find Angel at nite.
Drackie knew Angel quite some time;
Drackie by side with Angel b4;
Drackie will contact Angel ~ Deep nite

Days without angel

Drackie dono noe wat to do ...

Seeking Angel

If ever things come to place where u keep ur right and keep appearing fault on others.
think again, Would you be regret after 1 month or 1 week even 1 day after?
Jumping to conclusion don't help in anything.
Shutting PPl's call are worst of all.
Closing Door at ppl front are fool.
Closing ur mind will be totally hopeless.

Only Angel is within Drackie now
No other can take the place now
Though hiding was the only way now
But Drackie wont mind much if is with Angel now

If anyone would understand

Approach or not? Help and care?
What more u demand that will ever satisfied you? Had not i cramp out topic?
Isn't always me to dig up ideas? Seek and you found, ask and you get.
Ppl just swept off their dust once they passed it and turn me away.
Am I acting too much of a Church or temple ? Where help and blessing are always available?
Not saying that i want respond on thing tribute but please bare in mind Im a guy facing issue as same as or might be heavier. Though I seem to be nerd' ing with my study not realizing troubles that had already knocked on my desk.

I offer my help to whom help themselves. I give to whom that asked.
I don't please anyone but i do favor. Still, I'm still a mortal that might die the next second you breath right now. If you don't want to understand it, please don't sweat on complaining.
My forehead is getting heavier, my body starting to giving up on me.

But none was matter . My heart that broken and blown . Sorrow that given.

Drackie only hanging at this moment , is Angel.
Though angel might not really seen it or came to place with fire
but at least Drackie know where to seek Angel.
Though angel might found drackie look the same with appearance
but at least Drackie' s feeling had come to changed.

Result~Sem start

Well, awake late as i slept about 3 to 4 a.m in the morning. Missing SOMEBODY too much d... Lucky that i am early to college. I meet up with few new course mate who is July intake one.
Kind of boring for this semester. And serious, every one miss VARA. Some ppl even tot vara skipped class. And that person happened to be a lecturer.
Hmmm. sad that i need to resit my Math and Physic to increase my GPE grade. Well NOBODY believe i get Ds!! dey dun think that im smart la... I just as dumb as Dexter onli.
Owh ya.. I got a ppl got into our gang d^^ His name is GURU... and our gang start mixing up with others oso..

[out to mamak with Bro tzer Yi]

back^^
Guess wat! I edit again my post
MICHY i tell u... What i told u i seriously true de.. no lie cross heart man
And I did do... You gone ~ ,touch wood a~ i will serious become Emo drackie d
But serious i like that MnG shirt aka mango shirt that u wear in ur fs pic~ super nice ^^
no need photoshop d...
Anyway.. dun touch wood d la.. Sad one you noe~
Its kind a~ Stress if din do dat ~
so gotta relaz gotta do dat^^

Anyway gotta start a lil bedtime story rite here

On July 23th It is Angel birthday, Dracular had try all his best to think out wat to gift Angel.
From day to night, Dracular was thinking all about Angel, guessing and predicting.
One day, Dracular get to chat with Angel. Angel said that 1 of the fairy gonna share a great candy and peach with Angel but said might eaten all up b4 reach to Angel. Dracular crossed heart to get double for Angel. But got rejected, Angel pai seh to receive. This hit Dracular quite much as Dracular knew Angel will answer like that.

Dracular msg Angel
"If one day, your father was celebrating Birthday. You think thru all the time to declare HIS favor. And finally you think out something to gift him. your daddy was pleased with you and to your shock that he wanna pay something equal to your effort. You refused and insist but he still wanna pay for it. Don't you feel hurt? Do is sound like trade than a gift?"

There is a Sit Forever for you in my heart

You might not what it is or where it will be.
But you always have a sit in my heart.
I'll be anything for you for most I will be your hero;
For less i will be your dummy.
I will not say my love can reach the top of the everest;
I will not say it wide and warm like the Pacific Ocean;
But I will surely say it had gone deeper and deeper like the Mariana Trench.
I paid not enough to get you but I willing to have all gone just for you.
The dream, the shadow and the past,
It make us strong but us will never fade.
Forever I'll keep a part of you.
And everywhere,when there you'll be.
Seeking you had been my part-time hobby.

I love you from since to now even more

Her

Long I had ever seen her;
Near yet far from her;
Many passed but non like her;
Know but cant get to her;
If chance to come I will call upon her;
Babe nor rabbit will I address her,
but angelic princess sure I named her;
Not any choice will i take as another;
Message of this wish will get to her.

Losing? Lost?

I lose to a guy who taken my heart
-which my frens said is impossible for him to do so
I lose to a girl who crashed my legacy
-which i build up so hard
I lose to a stranger who oppose with me
-whom is stabbing me from behind
I lost my time which i hold strongly on
I lost my patient on what i really cared
I lost my love which now no longer pure

But my faith still stand firm
onLy to YOU

Wishing Valentine to Be

The girl, beauty as crowd crazy of;
I watch her in way wish she'll be mine.
The way she is, a special aura she own;
I accept it as wish she'll be mine.
The joy, sweet smile on her face;
I want it just like i want her to be mine.
The tears,sorrow she bared through;
I wish i could lend a shoulder hope she'll be mine.
The taste, wonderful taste as chocolate;
I want to share and tell her to be mine.
The pass, that gray her day;
I tried to paint it shinny try to get her to mine.
Such blossom over the rose;
I want to confess that would she be valentine of mine.

Bored

Wishing She'll know it
Wishing She'll accept it
Wishing She never ignore it
Wishing if she could get it

A bored day yes it was, Nth special nth wrong nth better.
Having tough time forcing friend do homework
Having great time enjoying comic
Having lone time during break
Having sweet time missing her
Having pain time wondering
Having all sort of emo period over and over again
thinking

Caught red Headed?

Simon was in a large class and fell asleep and started snoring. The teacher heard someone snoring and shouted , “Who is snoring ?”. Simon was suddenly woken up by the shout and replied ? “I don’t know sir, I was sleeping”

Hmmm.. still missing?

Yeah no doubt of it, it still cant fade away. I know it is impossible but wat can i do.
Cool down ~ i need to concentrate on my study. i Shun think of her . no way ! she got He in her. What am i worth a post in her? i dun think is any penny cost. Man i kept thinking till i lost every match in my badminton. darn.. i cant even play chess!Cool down man i need to cool down!

LAme joke of the day

Simon was doing very badly in math. His parents had tried everything; tutors, flash cards, special learning centers. In short, everything they could think of. Finally in a last ditch effort, they took Simon down and enrolled him in the local Catholic School.

After the first day, little Simon came home with a very serious look on his face. He didn’t greet his mother with a kiss. Instead, he went straight to his room and started studying. Books and papers were spread out all over the room and little Simon was hard at work. His mother was amazed. She called him down for dinner and to her shock, the minute he was done he marched back to his room without a word and in no time he was back hitting the books as hard as before.

This went on for some time, day after day while the mother tries to understand what made all the difference. Finally, little Simon brought home his report card. He quietly laid it on the table and goes up to his room and hits the books. Again, with great trepidation, his mom looked at it and to her surprise, little Simon got an “A” in math.

She can no longer hold her curiosity. She went to his room and asked: "Son, what was it? Was it the nuns that make you study this hard?" Little Simon looks at her and shakes his head. "Well then." she replies, "was it the books, the discipline, the structure, the uniforms. WHAT was it ?"

Little Simon looked at her and said, "Well, on the first day of school, I saw this guy hanging on the cross and I knew they weren't fooling around."