Hurt

When will you start to think of me?
When will you start to tell more of you?
Am i that insignificant to you?

When u start to care?
Ever since you changed your image.
You changed.
Though you had turn lil better but ur still mean.

You no longer care,
No longer share,
Or isit you don dare,
But now you are never there.
Or im just normal like faded hair.

heart

Emo?
Busy?
Stressed?
I wish i can really be with you.
i wish u can open for me to share wit you.
But i never wish u would hide from me.
No matter what. I will always guard over you.

My love will nvr fade less but growing.
Even u like it or not.

Will she ever?

A doubt of mine,
Will she ever mind?
I wanna share,
Will she ever care?
Companion all i want,
but hope came with none.
I'm trapped in sorrow,
Still she left me hollow.
All i ever seek,
but she just kick.

When emo , drackie was allow to find her.
But drackie shouting yet nothing was heard.
Heart was teared,
Tears was holding not to shed.

Her

Long I had ever seen her;
Near yet far from her;
Many passed but non like her;
Know but cant get to her;
If chance to come I will call upon her;
Babe nor rabbit will I address her,
but angelic princess sure I named her;
Not any choice will i take as another;
Message of this wish will get to her.

Losing? Lost?

I lose to a guy who taken my heart
-which my frens said is impossible for him to do so
I lose to a girl who crashed my legacy
-which i build up so hard
I lose to a stranger who oppose with me
-whom is stabbing me from behind
I lost my time which i hold strongly on
I lost my patient on what i really cared
I lost my love which now no longer pure

But my faith still stand firm
onLy to YOU

My Pain my sorrow onli God noe it better

If any one cared
If any one shared
If any on could
If any one would

Tears will not spilled
Heart wont felt killed

Heart goen sore these day
was happy seeing Teng on9.
But.... haiz.. useless

Im back

Back to the sorrow that been haunted me for year
Back to the one Im regret to be
Back to the stage that smile had been faded
Back to the way Im dont long to be
back to the shadow the Im no longer been seen

Raining,Storm high with thunders slashing;
Shivering, Heart and soul are crashing;
Hurting, Worse that i been tearsing;
Drowning, Pain that reallt killing.

Could?

If i could,
I would.
Even I knew,
It can never be renew.
With all my might,
But end up with cried.
If ever you could be here,
Face wont be wet by tears.
Result could never kill,
Heartache, disappointment will.
Love I'd declare,
But you never care.
Everything i Appreciate ,
But it's late.

A day of Missing

Yeap, just like my topic~ A missing, or should i say missing things that i after all this while. Some are just a matter of time.But just one thing that i had changed myself for a better person.Thou everytime i chat with her but i just feel is not the right time and and right place to say. Just like a promise to treat a nice desert yet i just cant mention it to Her.
When the time of Joy,Her presence make me felt im at the peak
When the time of Sorrow, Her voice mend my heart back
When the time of Mist,Her hand calm my spirit
When the time of Tense, Her image relax my muscle
When the time of furious, It was her that chill my fire off
all my day was just praying~