Guardian Drackie

Guarding over Angel

Finally i found the best song For myself
And is for u Angel ^^

I lOVE M

M is the starting word that i love
Magic
Magnificent stuff
Mall
Management
Mango
Mansion
Marine organism
Messiah
Millions
Mind manipulation
Mission
Model
Mommy
Monster
Music
Mysteries
Myself
Madness?
M_ _ _ _

Love but dont dare*Weird*

Drackie Wan to tell Angel
But Dont Dare
Drackie wan to Confess love to Angel
But No bravery
Drackie Wan to BE with Angel
But no Hope
Drackie Just wan Angel to be happy~
Drackie think she always happy~

Sigh~.~
There is only 1 Angel Drackie will hold on to,

Shut up and Smile (TvT)

Will she ever?

A doubt of mine,
Will she ever mind?
I wanna share,
Will she ever care?
Companion all i want,
but hope came with none.
I'm trapped in sorrow,
Still she left me hollow.
All i ever seek,
but she just kick.

When emo , drackie was allow to find her.
But drackie shouting yet nothing was heard.
Heart was teared,
Tears was holding not to shed.

Days without angel

Drackie dono noe wat to do ...

Wishing Valentine to Be

The girl, beauty as crowd crazy of;
I watch her in way wish she'll be mine.
The way she is, a special aura she own;
I accept it as wish she'll be mine.
The joy, sweet smile on her face;
I want it just like i want her to be mine.
The tears,sorrow she bared through;
I wish i could lend a shoulder hope she'll be mine.
The taste, wonderful taste as chocolate;
I want to share and tell her to be mine.
The pass, that gray her day;
I tried to paint it shinny try to get her to mine.
Such blossom over the rose;
I want to confess that would she be valentine of mine.

Pain within

Words that hidden away Heart that locked inside Truth that fade it stands Lone that exo'ing If she could open it I hope it'll be done

Missing u, i really do Cheer and chill, words i try to hold Wish will not be crashed again

My Pain my sorrow onli God noe it better

If any one cared
If any one shared
If any on could
If any one would

Tears will not spilled
Heart wont felt killed

Heart goen sore these day
was happy seeing Teng on9.
But.... haiz.. useless

Friends,Buddies,Mates> TRUE FRIEND

Have you noticed what's different between friends,buddies and mates with true friend? Yeap, your not blind. The difference was True friend is singular whereas other is plural. Have you ever classified your friends? Whether are they really care for u? Ok don't get me wrongly about the singular has to be one.But i could say out of many u could find less than the fingers at ur palm. Buddy could be changed oso dont u think? When he was to be a nobody and when things change and so to him.
For me, all those in my church will be my true friend! I was some one that always pretend to be friendly easy to be knocked down aka bullied. I am friendly but no longer be the one i am b4. For those egocentrism self thinking interest and serving bias,frankly i prefer those serving bias but to the other u no longer will see my smile. As i walking down the street during the night with sizzling rain drop over me,i thought over why must i suffer this struggle. Why wan pretend any more? I changed to be better yet i got this humiliation . I will hear no more temper , no more accuse. U dun deserved better from me. U need help?companion? The simon you trying to find cannot be reached *anymore*.Please *dont* try again later,thank you. Seem like my frusting mode quite same like Teng Teng .wink^^

3rd day of the week~

Another small day~ Should i say today might be a super bored day. Well t least still got colleague to cheer me when my work time came to the end.Sometime just wish they were there early.Or sometime felt She would on9 to chat with me or sms me. Bored is all i can say~ Owh man a 54 olds thin women a Sargen in police force~
Cant believe it when she showed me the badge. Sometime image of a person cant be judge !!!

Crazy day~

Its a tired wake today~ Having a hot night due to a black out.
was so nice listening music when i lay on my sweet bed.Just shut, everything goes dark ,music stop! Oh no ,how can it be? To my fear,
darkness fall around my room.All i do was ray and waiting for electric back.

It a bright day today^^
Or should i said the sun shine so bright
and heat the surrounding making it super hot!!! oh well seem like it still not related to me. Cuz im sitting in an air conditioned room, Yes again it is super cold inside. When walk out is like from north pole walking into Egypt.
Again another bored working time where all my stuff was settle and nothing to do. Other was just some help out.

Out of sudden of my night i felt so wanted to see her on9 or sms me~
i just wanted it so must when i ended up just view her profile. Yeap nth change. She still look great as she was.

Well Again im emo again haiz~~~
any way~ that my 2nd day of week passsed