A mood changing day T.T

Was very excited to have today starting. Have a 8.00 a.m class for Psychology 1 . I'm excited not because i have early class and end early but i finally get to meet some one that I could hardly meet throughout the few years. When class is done, I made my way back just to wait 4.00p.m to come. I'm eager to meet a person that was promised ever since H1N1 and she is going oversea in just few week times.

Yeap, why I came out early was because I hate Jam so much that i try my best avoiding it. I'm not lazy alright is just that my car wasn't those light car but a heavy one. So, I always put 30 minutes buffer time for every event I go just not to be late. Is no surprise i reached there at 4.45 p.m

Since i arrived earlier, I went up to the arcade area to pass time. Finally 5.00pm comes! And is time to be ready to meet the person. So as promised that I owe the person some stuff, so that made me carry a Bonia's purchasing bag waiting for the VIP.

At this particular time, she messaged me that her mother will be following around too. Well, it wasn't any bad thing right. So I go on to wait for her to come. As I walk around, waiting for her reply. Staring at the tv near the cinema, she told me that she is shopping bags with her mum. So I waited for chance that she will to meet me.

But, sms did not come continuously. It started to bore me, she was worrying so much that shopping with her will make me bored but now I'm bored being alone and not beside her. She kept not telling where is she and asking where I am. This continued for 1 hours and finally i decide to walk around and I saw her! To make sure I'm not wrong, so i called her. When I wan approach her in a distance, i got this message that she will be leaving. And I can't moved any muscle, trust me I know i can reach her in time but i just can't move.

I grasp the Bonia purchasing bag as I holding my aching in my heart. I been try to put hope on every word she said before that she will make time for me. Try a lil effort. FFK after FFk.
And I stuck in the jammed for hour before i really reach home.

My patience really put a toll on me. Patience make me wait and not angry bout it. But, I'm sad.
I wished that she could be free at the time I'm able so we able to meet before she leave. But my wish come partially true. I'm tired, I'm down and I could not sleep.

What worst can it be if your mum saw me? Wouldn't it be better? The most she could ask is who is this BUGGER? She could had know who Simon and how he really looked like.