For me, buddy is like a person that will entertain you when you are happy; let you wack when you are angry; encourage you when in time of sorrow and blur with you when you lost your direction.
No, just joking. A buddy is some one that always there with you psychically,mentally or spiritually.
And of cause he will forgive you when you done something wrong.I was very worried this afternoon after church. I'm worry about my college stuff that I might not catch up due to I'm still fresh with all the subject I took. But the worse is that, I'm afraid to lead a team for mission trip to Sarawak.
From the march this year I had told myself to not take up any position as leader. I will not be a leader in a group, i will not be a leader for assignment group, i will not be a leader in a project group. But, things go the other way i planned. I was told by Ps. Gideon that I already a part of the mission trip. And i was "what? I did not sign up or i Can't recall i agree" But i did confirmed an air fare for myself. So, I ok with since i already signed up but when Ps.Gideon tell me I going to lead a team. That is when I feel a big rock drop on my shoulder.
I be leader in many event and I don't know why when come of thinking that i going to lead a team of missionaries to serve other, I stepped backward. I scared,worried and stressed. I asked myself why, why they chose me? I've been not sleeping well when my college started and now I going to lead. I felt that I can't make it at all.
But, God is so great that He had already position a Guardian Angel beside me.
God answered my prayer by calling him to send me this verse Joshua 1:5 and 8 .
And it is so great and so blessed that I can even get my evening rest.
God had use him in many way to build me. Although i did many thing that will hurt him directly or indirectly but he never done a thing that will harm me. How a Buddy will treat his friend is that he will treat his friend with the basis of LOVE. And if I was to define him, he is more than a BUddy to me.
From the march this year I had told myself to not take up any position as leader. I will not be a leader in a group, i will not be a leader for assignment group, i will not be a leader in a project group. But, things go the other way i planned. I was told by Ps. Gideon that I already a part of the mission trip. And i was "what? I did not sign up or i Can't recall i agree" But i did confirmed an air fare for myself. So, I ok with since i already signed up but when Ps.Gideon tell me I going to lead a team. That is when I feel a big rock drop on my shoulder.
I be leader in many event and I don't know why when come of thinking that i going to lead a team of missionaries to serve other, I stepped backward. I scared,worried and stressed. I asked myself why, why they chose me? I've been not sleeping well when my college started and now I going to lead. I felt that I can't make it at all.
But, God is so great that He had already position a Guardian Angel beside me.
God answered my prayer by calling him to send me this verse Joshua 1:5 and 8 .
And it is so great and so blessed that I can even get my evening rest.
God had use him in many way to build me. Although i did many thing that will hurt him directly or indirectly but he never done a thing that will harm me. How a Buddy will treat his friend is that he will treat his friend with the basis of LOVE. And if I was to define him, he is more than a BUddy to me.
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