Mental breakdown

Was really quite a hectic days.
Knowing my mum still in icu and my uncles are so worried about her and keep wanted to visit her.
Woke up 9 a.m this morning to had a early visit to my mum.
Was ok all these time there, chat a lil with my mum after her oath liquid breakfast.
We were there till 12.30 p.m then we head home because both my uncles were hungry.

After a short rest back home and lil lunch for myself,
I fetch my 2nd uncle to Klang central which is 25 min away from my house.
Waited with him until the bus came at 2p.m.

And i got back home, nearly caught into an accident when a motor suddenly turn in a red light while Im driving at 11x km/h ,blame the stupid kancil dun has any ABS. My, the motorcyclist still can flash me his smile. >.<

Had a rest till 4.30pm then i head to college for Christian fellowship.
Today we had Cmdr Gideon to share with us the vision of young adult ministry and too being a obedient follower and what or who is JEsus to us.

Then i straight pick up my 3rd uncle and went on to visit my mum again knowing her old colleague will be coming.

The terrible moment had come,
I told and chat with my mum for while when she having her leg exercise.
Looking at the wire and pipe attached to her;
When she start her coughing exercise,
I turn away after i see a painful moment,
and~
I fainted.
I cant take it seeing my mum in this condition,
I had be tough all this while,
why couldn't i stand for moment.
I shouldn't let my mum worry when she is still in bed.
I cried, i got a blue black now on my face..

I really wish some one would be with me.
Just a hug.
A hope cry out to Angel