My heart going wrong

Easter sunday~should be rejoiceful.. yet im not.. I was broken to the ground after the church.. Im all Alone at home.. wishing somebody could be with me.. BUt i was not accompanied. Even in maple.. Somebody brought up back some sad memories back to me.. i cant take it.. Mean while.. i was keep missing Angel..but she was like so busy and dono wat she busying wit wat.. wish i could know.. i cant stop thinking of tat.. My heart just so crowded with her.. MY mind cant be closed down .. I cant rest my self.. The feeelin gtat i don wan has strike me again~ i really wish tat dracular will take back his own path old way.. To put full love in angel... But dracular was so scared.. hmm i think was because heart broke down too much making dracular heartless..