Maple~

Hope myself get addicted to maple again.No pain,no sad,no hate with a day go on lifelessly. But it better than ppl hurting me ,tat feling is really pain like a knife penetrate through it. But now in maple i getting some pain oso.Spm,Guitar,problems,scout,prefect i just cant take it... why i cant just like jessbunny lifelessly pass her day with a cheerful smile. Why no body wanna believe me,when i treat ppl nice,but end up i get a position at the back of their heart or nvr even rmb im present b4 in theri road..